I am back to really thinking about lap band. For a while I was angry at the whole process and swore I could do this on my own...yea right. So I am back to reading about lap band and perusing the forums trying to find hope again. I'm still scared about having surgery and scared about the permanent changes I have to make but more scared that without I will live the rest of my life in my current state which I am just not happy about. My biggest concern/fear is that I will fail at this even with the lap band. What then? It's hard to fail with the lap band but definitely possible if you set your mind to it.
That's where I am at.....oh yea, I joined the gym too!
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