Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Working on the mind set

I am back to really thinking about lap band. For a while I was angry at the whole process and swore I could do this on my own...yea right. So I am back to reading about lap band and perusing the forums trying to find hope again. I'm still scared about having surgery and scared about the permanent changes I have to make but more scared that without I will live the rest of my life in my current state which I am just not happy about. My biggest concern/fear is that I will fail at this even with the lap band. What then? It's hard to fail with the lap band but definitely possible if you set your mind to it.

That's where I am at.....oh yea, I joined the gym too!

1 comment:

  1. I think you should do whatever you need to do to make this work. And maybe (if you're like me) you'll think if you did something as drastic as lap band won't want to let it fail (for me it'd be $$ b/c I don't have insurance of any kind...and I'm way to cheap to waste $$ LOL). I heard something, not sure if it's true, that when you join Weight Watchers you have to pay them if you gain!? That might work for me....again, if I had $$. LOL